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I take full responsibility of my actions, but when it comes down to a certain situation, why am I constantly saying sorry for the actions that I was taught to be right? Why are we falling? Are these feelings even real? Do you think of me as often as I think of you? Do you even care at all? What’s the point anymore… I don’t have time and patience for the ignorance. And how I always solve every problem; I give up.

I want you to care as much as I do. I want you to feel the same things I do. I don’t want to fail this relationship. You’re the last person I’d want to lose. Please help me out and answer me. I can’t keep messing around. I look forward to my future and what’s ahead. You’re still looking at your surroundings in the present. I know there’s someone else out there. I put myself out there to find that one person to be with, but you’re in space looking at the stars. Of course, you can’t always have what you want.

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alright, here it is. not like anyone’s gonna read it, but i’m gonna spill the beans here…

i like you. i like you. and i like you. only you. not him, nor him, nor that other kid. you’re my best friend and i fucking like you. you’re the bestest guy friend i’ve ever had and i think that was part of the attraction. i like the fact that you make me happy. you calm me down. you think about how to be there for me. you’re always there for me. you talk to me everyday and ask me how my day was even if i was with you the whole day. lol. well, now that we’re in winter break we havent seen each other and you still never fail to call me about my day. i love having you to talk to every night. i love having you to be there for me. i love having you smile for me. i love that youre one of the reasons i smile. i love that you never let me down. i love your motivation. i love that you’re taller than me. lol. i like that shit. i love that you let me care for you. i love that we’re so close. but i hate how i can overthink and put that you might reject me as a girlfriend and a friend when i tell you this… i hate how you dont like to eat healthy. i hate how you dont want to cut your hair. i hate how you still like your ex. fuck that shit. being that its 2:07AM and i haven’t written anything on here about a guy nor anything at all, makes this pretty real for me. its 2 in the morning, you fell asleep on me again, and im writing my feelings for you. i hope you love me later. lol. i hope you know youre the second guy ive ever liked… yeah, i had things here and there, but they werent true, intimate, real feelings. they weren’t enough that they never even lasted and i can still remain friends with them. you know its real when im up at 2 in the morning writing about you after you already fell asleep… 

if you read all of this, anyone i mean, dont tell him. 

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I was terribly bored…

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yes.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yes.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Today. LOL. I had the company of best friends when I was completely angry on the inside. I wanted to take my anger out, but all that came out was laughs and “soft” hits. 

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Always. 

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Forever alone. This used to be a problem though… 

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
… Not really. It just brought back memories that I continue reliving in my head, for some odd reason. 

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Sweats, red v-neck sweater, and socks.

8. How often do you listen to music?
Every day of my life.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
This week, all I wore to school were sweats, but normally, in this weather, jeans. 

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
YES. SO many things that I can still recall happened 2-3 years ago. 

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Uhh… Social? I’m not antisocial, that’s for sure. 

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
Nope. 

13. What about ‘R’?
Nope. 

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
I need to learn how to drive auto first. 

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
If that person was a close friend, yes. 

16. Are you going out of town soon?
That is my only wish… 

17. When was the last time you cried?
I can’t recall, but I teared up today.. 

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yeah. 

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Maybe gray or green. 

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Nope. 

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
The quiz and worksheet I did in class, the teacher I took the quiz for, and the douche that’s texting me. 

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Sometimes. 

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Nope. 

24. What are you sitting on right now?
My bed. 

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Best friends; always. 

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yeah.

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
My ex. 

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Not really..

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Zara. My favorite types of sweaters in the world. 

30. Does anyone hate you?
Probably.

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
HOLY SHIT YEAH, I DO! 

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Yessum. 

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
Noooooooo.

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
None. I don’t regret. 

35. Did you have a dream last night?
I think so.. I can’t remember, but it had something to do with music and friends? I don’t know, it was probably too weird to explain. 

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
A few days ago, I believe. 

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Noooooo waaaaaay.

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Right now, it’ll be pretty surprising if someone did. 

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Possibly. 

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
If you mean Friday, yeah, it was pretty good. If you mean Thursday, no, I didn’t… 

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Sort of… 

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
… Yes. What kind of question is this?

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yup. And it was his fault we barely talk now… 

44. What’s the best part about school?
Best friends and lunch. That’d be a combination because lunch is always the part of the day where I forget everything that happened in the morning and spend time laughing with my best friends. 

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Of course!

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
No. 

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
I think I answered this in another question. Lol. 

48. Were you single over the last summer?
Yup. 

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Hell to the fucking no. Haha! 

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping.

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Never. 

52. Are you nice to everyone?
It’s called maturity. 

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Kind of. Ish. 

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
… This one got me. I have no idea. I’ve never been in a relationship and I’m used to talking to more than one guy, but if the right guy comes along, most likely I can last. 

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Sure. 

56. Do you think you like someone?
I know I don’t like anyone. 

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
LUL. Yeah. 

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Boys. Grew up with boys, always will have a boy-ish part in me. lololol get it? But I think it’s easier for a girl to become friends with boys because there won’t be drama. When it comes to girls, something always has to be said or done and things will not go well. Every girl is always lucky to have that one or few best girl friends she’ll have for the rest of her life. 

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
… I don’t think so. One of my best friends have HEARD me cry, not seen me though. 

60. Do you hate anyone?
Wasn’t this asked already? I don’t hate anyone, I simply dislike their actions.

61. How’s your heart?
You’re the first one to ask me that, thank you. It’s patching itself up. It’s not doing so well right now though. The animals in the steel cage with my heart hidden in the center of the Earth heard something strange and went ape shit. 

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
No. I’m a pretty open person. lololol get it? It just depends on your trustworthy rate. 

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
I’ve always told myself not to, but yes I have, twice. 

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
I don’t know. It’s 2:25AM, people start talking weird and/or deep shit at this hour. 

65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No. My dark violet nail polish chipped off. :c 

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I fucking hope not. 

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
No. I like a guy who has feelings, but can also stand a man’s ground. 

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
No. Lol. 

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Does FaceTime count? Abdel. Call? Justin.

70. How do you look right now?
Probably tired. 

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Everyone… I don’t have to hide who I am. LOL CORNY. 

72. Can you commit to one person?
I don’t know. 

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
YES, his name is Abdel. 

74. Have you ever felt replaced?
A few times. 

75. Did you wake up cranky?
Not really, I woke up cursing at myself for waking up late. 

76. Are you a jealous person?
Only on the inside.

77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yeah, I kinda believe so. 

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
I gave up on a lot of people, unfortunately. 

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
No. 

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Work. -__-

81. Last person you cried in front of?
No one. I don’t cry in public. 

82. Is there someone you will never forget?
A lot of special people. 

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
I don’t have feelings for anyone. 

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Cuddling and joking around. Possibly half awake and talking gibberish and listening to music.

85. Are you over your past?
My past will always be a part of me. 

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
You and these questions, seriously… I have had very microscopic feelings.

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Of course!

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Never fell in love. 

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Probably not. We’d talk outside, in the cold. Lol. 

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
No? They accept the guy who makes me happy. 

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Hell no. A relationship takes time to build with me. 

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
YES. 

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
No! Don’t intend to. 

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
… It is January. No. Last January, sort of. 

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP. 

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
No.

97. Who do you have texts from?
Best friends, family, guys that I used to talk to, guys I used to date, guys that have fucked up with me, exes, friends I lost connection with, close friends, distant friends, and randoms. 

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
I DON’T LIKE ANYONE. 

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes. 

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
Its just me… 

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
No. I wouldn’t want to kiss under fireworks, I’d miss the show. lololol.

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yes and I miss that feeling. 

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Jesus drove a Honda but didn’t talk about it, “For I did not speak of my own accord” -John 12:49

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